Could he have been the one?

Okay, three years ago I met a beautiful, tall, black man at a hospital. He was working there. He wore gles and was such a SWEETHEART. All the patients would tell me the same thing about him, he’s caring and an angel. Anyway, he really liked me. He couldn’t really show it, because he didn’t want to put his job in jeopardy. He wants to be a neuropsychologist. We both had so many things in common, both scholars at heart, both virgins, both 23(at the time). I mean just a lot of things. I fell head over heals in love with him, I didn’t know what to do . I never felt that way before. My feelings for him was so strong, I saw myself walking down the aisle to him and producing many babies with him. Everything. And I’m not sure, but when I was leaving the hospital, I think he got a little emotional, cause we both knew we would never see each other again. I stayed there for a whole week. I will never forget him and how he was so kind to me. He made me feel safe. He always tried to show off and impress me. He always wanted to touch me and talk to me. It’s been three years and I’ve met a lot of men since then, and still can’t stop thinking about him. Could he have been the one?